Very emotional day today, when I went to the surgery and had a long chat with the nurse practitioner there who knows the family both through her work and also in the village. I was in there nearly an hour, so it was a good thing I asked to be the last on her list! She is a fantastic woman and I am so glad that I went to see her.
Wherever this baby ends up, this is a new start for me as it has made me realise things about myself and my priorities, and so I need to spend some time thinking about things and making some plans. I feel like a limp dishrag tonight, and I need some time to re-energise myself, so I am going to take some time away from the internet to think and focus a little more. Be patient with me, and I will come back at the weekend. Thank you for all your love and support, and prayers.